Wow what a week, it’s been interesting that’s for sure! We’ve been pretty down about it all since the phone call on Sunday, there hasn’t been much to cling to hope-wise. Symptoms were fairly non-existent, save for the nipple tenderness but really that started from the progesterone before the transfer was even done so can’t really be counted. Mr CMM said today that he couldn’t tell anything really, which doesn’t seem good but maybe it is just too early, who knows?? Can you say m.i.n.d.f.u.c…….?
We’ve been really busy both of us at work, and we’ve been out a couple of nights this week so it has gone fairly quickly too. Which has been great, it has helped take our minds off things so we haven’t been just sitting around in the evening fixating on things. We did have a good talk about it all with my brother and his partner the other night though, and there are a few people that know what’s going on and bring it up so we haven’t been totally insulated from it. K also got a phone call from our favourite nurse today asking how the wait is going which was a lovely surprise.
We really don’t know if anything is happening in there. We can’t, nor do we want to, get our hopes up. That self protection mode is kicking in big time. It’s hard. So I’m not going to mention that two people now have told us that they’ve had dreams/visions of a positive result. Or that there may possibly be one or two symptoms there. Because really we have no freaking idea and it’s scary as hell that in only a couple more days we’ll know for sure if it’s again a failure.
But feel free to keep on hoping.. even if we can’t, we love having that out there helping!